Addiction. The Way in, the Way out.

Addiction: The Way In. The Way Out. Revised Edition (2026) “I am no longer chasing pleasure. I am only trying to ease what hurts.” Addiction is often treated as a silence to be broken or a problem to be solved.…

Addiction: The Way In. The Way Out. Revised Edition (2026) “I am no longer chasing pleasure. I am only trying to ease what hurts.” Addiction is often treated as a silence to be broken or a problem to be solved.…

Anxiety: The Way In. The Way Out. Revised Edition (2025) “I recognise a cold safety in thinking too much. It protects, but it isolates, like sleeping inside armour that never quite comes off.” We are often taught to treat anxiety…

Depression: The Way In. The Way Out. Revised Edition (2025) “The darkness didn’t vanish; it became acknowledged, and that changed its weight.” Depression is often treated as a silence to be broken or a problem to be solved. But in…

Citrinitas will be published and available for purchase on 1st April 2026. Citrinitas: The Final Fire Revised Edition (2026) “To find the light, one must first become the sun.” Following the blackening of Nigredo comes the yellowing: Citrinitas. This is…

Albedo: A Course in Modern Alchemy Revised Edition (2026) “Nigredo was the earthquake; Albedo is the dawn that follows.” If Nigredo was the descent—a stripping away of the self—Albedo is the gentle, steady clarifying of what remains. In alchemy, this…

Nigredo: A Course in Modern Alchemy Revised Edition (2025) “When the ground beneath you shifts, the only way out is through.” We are often taught to fear the dark—to run from sadness, confusion, or the collapse of our certainty. But…

Dementia: The Way In. The Way Out. Revised Edition (2025) “I notice that I am already inside something I did not choose. There was no moment of arrival.” We are often taught to see dementia only as a loss—an erasure…

Dementia: The Way In. The Way Out. Revised Edition (2025) “I notice that I am already inside something I did not choose. There was no moment of arrival.” We are often taught to see dementia only as a loss—an erasure…

Identity: The Way In. The Way Out. Revised Edition (2025) “Identity feels like a room I’ve lived in for years without really looking at the walls. Now my hand rests on the handle.” We often treat identity as a solid…